Me? a Grown Up? SAY WHAT?

Today I was asked what I am going to do with

my life after i graduate

high school (which I may add is in LESS than a YEAR!)

and I always thought I had a plan...

1. college - business/hospitality
2. working up to owning my own Event Planning Business (no BRIDZILLAS sorry!) by working at large hotels or corporations
3. finances being in order AKA Miss independent
4. Travel the World
5. Fall in love
6. beautiiful Marriage
7. a couple Kids (me kids? surprised huh? haha)
8. Happily Ever After!!!

Sounds good right? Yea for me it did too until this summer....
Many things in my life have changed in these last two months
to the point of realizing that i need to find true myself...
(sounds cheezy I know but im serious)

My realizations you might ask?

1. Jesus Believer or Lover?
2. Are you my Friend or Foe?
3. Is this a Priority or insignificant?
4. Me or who you want me to be?
5. Who controls my life my pain or my happiness?
6. Forgive the unforgivable or punish even though its painful for yourself?

My Answers:

1. Lover
2. Small group of my REAL friends
3. Priority = family, my happiness, God
   Insignificants = fitting in with the main crowd, the right clothes, drama
4. ME
5. Happiness!!!
6. Forgive

Conclusion-

I have a lot to think about but all I know is that
I am ready to be happy with what
God gives me and what
he already has!